Goodbye 02.04.09

Goodbye
You're gone.
Out of my hands.
Gone forever,
with somebody else.
I had the chance,
and I didnt take it.
For the longest time,
I didn't care.
I forgot about you.
But then,
in just one second,
all the memories came back.
Sometimes I was happy.
SOmetimes I was so excited...
So excited for something
amazing
to happen.
Sometimes I was so sad,
so devestated.
And yet,
with all the
emotion rollarcoasters,
I still
wanted you.